Happy Canada Day

My neutrophil levels were only at 1.0 today, so I did not receive chemo treatment.  I was given the option to return next Monday and have round 24 and delay my chemo break or start my break immediately.  I chose the latter.  I am now off treatment for the full month of July!  I am happy and at the same time nervous… only because chemo was my “back up” for ensuring the cancer did not spread.  Over this last year, many times I was tasked with the responsibility of making a decision that nobody could make for me.  Oh the trials of being an adult and not a child, where someone could do that for you.  But I had a little help this time … my body is telling me it needs a break and going to listen to her.

I’m more than tired – I’m exhausted.  And I’m more than uncomfortable – I am in pain.  There is still more good than bad and I am still managing.  But it’s a struggle and I need to recuperate.  Although I have been diligent in my diet and supplements, this month will be strict.  It’s my first chemo break and I don’t want to have any setbacks.  If I am successful on this break, it could mean the start to many more down the road for me when I request them.

 

There is one last housekeeping issue to complete before my “holiday” begins.  I am scheduled for a bone scan July 2^nd.  The scan was ordered by the oncologist to ensure that nothing has spread in my hip or leg bones.  I anticipate only positive results.

 

That business being said… what a beautiful day to start a “holiday”.   It’s Canada’s birthday tomorrow… Happy Birthday ol’ Girl!  She looks beautiful for her age, doesn’t she?   I’m wishing you all a Happy Canada Day!  May your days be merry and your worries be light.  May your wishes come true and laughter and happiness always surround you.  Enjoy your summer … make beautiful memories! 

 

Love always,

Angela